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Love is Our Resistance
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down.

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I am a psychopath who goes crazy all the time.
Did you know I throw balls?

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Monday, June 8, 2009

It's a miracle that i'm not off the national under 14 team yet.

I guess i'm just waiting for it to happen sooner or later.


i dont play so well now. especially in national league games. the standard is so much higher than usual. i cant adapt well. and its so bloody pressurizing. all i want to do is impress the coaches and make them think that i do deserve to be in this team. but i cant.

blaze, under 14s, school. the standards are totally different and the style of playing is totally different. which one is the most fun? blaze of course. U14 is just stress and whole bag of worries. school is...uhm. the standard of nush netball is really not very good. ><>

i really really want to improve. i dont even mind one to one sessions with a coach. if i had the chance, like a coach or a session with coach which is concentrated fully on midcourt, i would definitely work hard and appreciate it, i will improve, for sure. no one ever told me how to be a Center, not even in primary school and not even now. all i do is watch and learn. i mean, really, no one tells me how i should run and move on court, how i should clear, to do what in certain situations, how to offer well. not one freaking coach helps me with that. sometimes i really wonder if i really do know how to play Center. come on man, im not a freaking genius and talent on court! i need good coaching and a chance to improve and learn! i cannot do all this by myself..

my netball skills are going down the drain. sigh.

oh, did i mention i absolutely suck at netball now?


yeah...kill me now.

You smile, I smile, whoa.
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