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Sunday, April 26, 2009

whoa.

what a week man.
this week was craaaaazy.
really crazy. happiest week ever. and maybe the most tiring also.

monday, u14 trials. tuesday, got results, got into u14 squad :) thursday, first u14 training at sports school. team bonding. friday, u14s match against australia u15s. saturday, u14s squad outing to watch NSL finals. today, u14s match against australia u15s again.

funnnnn. :]

fourteens training on thursday was so fun. but the team bonding games were kind of lame. ms. noraida remembers me from p6 when i trained at sss haha. xD then friday was so super tiring. lessons in the morning until 1. then at 1 elaineteo came!! (: she bought bubbletea from central for me hahah. woooo elaine rocks. love her man. talked with elaine until about 1.45. then went to theatrette for lord of the flies book talk. it was dumb and pointless. at 2.30, netballers all left. went to change and wear guards. elaine was shooting while waiting hahah. 3pm, left nush with netballers and went to broadrick sec for semis match. so bloody hot la the sun. i didnt wanna fully exert cos i still had a match later on. match was at 4. but i needed to be at hougang sports hall by 4.45 for warmups for match against australians. so i wanted to play only like 2 quarters then leave for the u14s match. BUT. i was forced to play all 4 freaking quarters cos i dunno why but our score difference was quite small. screw la. totally tired myself out la. didnt even wanna stay at all. the broadrick match is important, but the u14s match is even more important to me. they're using that match to select the team. if i didnt play well, i wouldnt get into the team. and being late for the match would also make the coach pissed and thus giving me a lower chance to get into the team. f*ck. was super pissed la. why should i have to stay back and exert all my energy for nush when there's an even more important match after that. yes, school is important but national squad is more important. sorry i might be acting so selfishly but for once im trying to go after what i want in netball, and that's national team for netball. i want to play netball for singapore. i dont want to continue being held back by nush netball. nush netball might not be very strong, but i dont want to be considered as "noob" everytime i tell some other netballer im in nush. i dont like how it feels to be looked down upon. do you guys freaking know how long i've wanted to be in the national squad? i cant let go of this chance just like that, cos of nush. really sorry but that's how i feel. so i played all 4 quarters until about 5. screw. right after they blew the final whistle, i threw down my bib and ran. my mom picked me up and chionged to hougang sports hall. was freaking tired la. and i was feeling damn sick. damn ill. i felt like fainting. changed in the car and slept for awhile. seriously felt too sick to play anymore during the car journey la. felt so terrible i cried. >:( rested until we reached the sports hall. arrived at about 5.30, just when the match was about to start and when they were finishing warm ups. really felt too sick to play then. i was supposed to play 2nd and 4th quarter. WA, then C. the australians were big. used their leather ball for the first half. then our netball for second half. i think i played quite okay for the WA quarter. but the hall was so slippery i kept slipping while trying to dodge. played 15mins quarter. so tired after that. then the last quarter, was supposed to play C, but noraida let me play WA cos i told her i was sick. yay. was working with shaoxuan (: she GA i WA. hahah. overall we didnt play too bad a match, considering it was the first time we all played together. :) had debrief. team manager brought apples and pears and bread for recovery food. hahah yum. took sizes for some other jersey. then cabbed to knc with SX and KC. KC's joining nike netball hahah. coolio. now we can go for trainings together every friday night together. didnt train with blaze that night, just watched. cos noraida dont let me train..she said i sick so shouldnt train. zzzz. umpired the courtplay at the end of training. haha. umpiring sucks. i dont dare blow whistle. lols. went home at around 10.30, mom sent kailin and eunice to yck mrt station along the way.

yesterday, stayed at home doing homework diligently the whole morning and afternoon. then at about 5, cabbed to jurong east sports hall to watch nsl with u14s. had to wear red, but no red shirt, borrowed from KC. hahahh.

today got match against australia at 1 plus. at sports school. they gonna use that to select team also. zzz, going to play C at least once for this match. scared. :/ somehow im not as condident as a C anymore. i think my stamina sucks as a C. i dunno. but C should support. offer only when needed. yupps. just gonna play my best lah later. must try.

gonna eat lunch then off to sss soon. wish me luck.