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Monday, April 27, 2009

so we won school challenge league. hm. 42-16 (: owned them hahha. i love playing in indoor courts, so not tiring at all lols. got the netball singapore netball stress ball. hahah super cute man. have been playing with the ball for the past hour. relieves my stress from mugging geog.

coach teo not gonna coach us anymore )): sadsad. haizxzxzxzxzxzxzx. nevermind, i'll still get to see her and train with her every friday night during blaze training (:

-sigh-

been really busy lately. cant remember the last time i actually went out for fun with my friends. cant remember the last time i went shopping. cant remember the last time i ate ice cream. cant remember the last time i actually felt bored.

all the netball, the studies. i dont have time for myself anymore):

its okay, i dont mind going for netball. netball is fun. must train hard and control my diet. must make sacrifices. x.x i'm absolutely willing to.

i think i have to cut down on the number of school trainings i attend during weekdays. might just go for one training in school every week only. i dont want my grades to drop. my parents told me, "if your results drop, you're out of national squad." i must work hard this year. endure and sacrifice. that means no free time, and no time with friends. its okay, i can handle it.

jiayou me.


sigh...
was reading my sister's blog.
the below extract is taken from her most recent post:
Sometimes i feel life is just so unfair. Dont you think? Look at shini the brains and the brawns the looks and the confidence, the hot temperedness and the messiness, the annoyingness and the bitchiness(at times) SHE HAS EVERYTHING (except EQ.) Who wouldnt want to be in her shoes?(me) whenever i think about these very talented friends i have, i have this sense of inferiority. Like im not up to their standard. Too lousy for them. It just makes me feel SO upset and disappointed that i will never ever get to experience what they experience. Never ever get to be as smart or smarter than them. Im sure every one thinks this way. and we just gottatake it each day,the hardships and bitterness of life.IT SUCKS.

oi shiyu, i work hard for what i achieve k. you know how much stress im under now?! i dont just snap my fingers and i get all that. if you feel inferior then just improve yourself, stop grumbling about what you dont have and try achieving it. you know how much i've given up to get to where i am? too much. i dont have EQ, fine, whatever. it's just natural for me to act like how i act now. yeah, life really sucks, but how? cant do anything other than work harder wat right.

sorry for the sudden flare up just now, i think i was pms-ing.

so anyway. busy week ahead of me. tmr got fourteens training again. :) yay.


i guess it's gonna have to hurt
i guess i'm gonna have to cry
and let go of some things i've loved to get to the other side
i guess it's gonna break me down
like falling when you try to fly
it's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life
starts with goodbye
-carrie underwood